I hate telling people things. Afterwards, I’m always consumed by this ‘oh, shit’ feeling. Like now they know me. They have power over me…that’s bad. If I tell someone everything, I have to know I’m most important to them. And I guess when that’s threatened, that’s when I stop telling them as much. I’m selfish, and self-centered. Agh.

Oh me oh my, I need a job and soon. My papa should be coming back with resumes tonight. Hopefully people will take me :(